Swallowed my pride }{ Edward&Jacob

[Bella Swan]

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love you like a love song baby

and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you ---------------------------------

Was this a good idea? That was still very much up for debate but she was simply at the point where staying away was no longer an option.  Forks was her home, no matter how much she had detested the small town. After running away all those years ago, her contact with everyone ceased to exist. Just her Father, Charlie, simply because she couldn't do that to him. He wouldn't have stopped looking for her if he didn't know she was okay and for that matter alive. And with him knowing about her status...others were have bound to know. It was for that fact she never truly mentioned exactly where she was. She wasn't lost and she hadn't wanted to be found. Bella Swan had spent the past six years just trying to figure everything out, to figure herself out. Really it had only led her to more questions than answers..:but it was time to finally return home. 


Her back pressed firmly against the seat behind her, her mouth felt try and it was why she licked her lips. Continuing  down the street that was still very much familiar, she was dreading and yet at the same time excited to finally be back. This had to be done, as much as part of her had never wanted to return, she couldn't stay away forever. Her heart beat rapidly in her chest, a quiet sigh escaped her lips. There was no backing out now... She was here, she had told Renee that she was coming back to Forks. A surprise for Charlie...well that was her if her Mother hadn't already told him and Renee...she wasn't very good a secrets. Certainly not one like this. Bella half expected Charlie to be waiting outside for her. She hoped not....if he knew then he had probably had told half the town. 



Bella inwardly groaned at the idea, sinking down further into the seat. She could only imagine what people were saying...what they had said to her for leaving him at the alter. Like Mother like daughter. Getting married, she was sure everyone had assumed she was pregnant but she had backed out. The more she thought about it...the more reasons she had that supported the fact that this was a very, very bad idea. It really wasn't like she had any other choice...in the back of a cab, she wasn't exactly in charge of the steering wheel. Bella really was a horrible person wasn't she? No matter how hard she tired, someone always had ended up hurt because of her. Edward...he had been everything to her, the one she wanted to be with forever...but then he had left her and Jake..he was there. He had helped to keep her together and in the end, she had hurt them both. Edward even more...she had known, what it felt like to loose him. When he had left town it killed her and she did the same to him.. only it was so much worse. She had left him at the alter, to deal with everyone...



So caught up within her thoughts, Bella hadn't realized the cab had come to a stop. The man clearing his throat in the front seat was what caught her attention. She gasped quietly, being ripped from her thoughts. Her brown eyes met his gaze in the review mirror.. "oh...Sorry..."

[/b] Bella mumbled; feeling her cheeks become warm, blushing out of embarrassment as fumbled to her pocket to get the money to pay him. Handing him the bill...she turned to push the door open... Getting out with a quiet, "Keep the change..." Bella shut the door behind her. The trunk which was open already was where her few bags were located. Getting the out, she shut that as well.. stepping back up on to the curb, the car drove away. Though that didn't matter, other things had Bella's attention. Everything was the same, just as she had remembered. It was like no time had passed at all. 


A small frown crossed her features, Charlie's cruiser was gone..he was at work or perhaps at Billy's. So maybe that meant he didn't know she was back? Now that really wasn't so bad was it, it gave her time to get ready...and actually surprise him. Her eyes moved from the house to a pleasant surprise. There was no cruiser...there was a car...well more correctly a truck, her truck. She assumed after six years it would have been gone...though from the looks of it...it hadn't been moved since she had last drove it. Taking a small step forward, as she sighed once more... Though she was far from unhappy. "It's good to be home...". [/div]

thanks sophia of caution.

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[Jacob Black]

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[Edward Cullen]

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There's nothing you could say, Nothing you could do, There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

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Edward hadn't been back in Forks all that long really. A week. Two tops. He had spent some time with family in Port Angeles. Anything was better than sitting around and dwelling on the fact that Bella had left him at the altar. The past several years was somewhat easy to deal with when you weren't in the city that the actual incident had taken place in. Coming back here, his mind was once again focused on why?

Had it been him? Did he push the issue so much to Bella about the only way she would of been turned into a vampire was if she married him? He would never forget those feelings of that day. Really, how could you? He had been standing there with the rest of the family. Waiting for Bella to come down the aisle. She was stunning that day. He didn't have any inkling of what would come in moments as she got to him.

She had said sorry and then turned to run off. It was the last he seen of her. Six years. No answers, nothing. There had been a mixture of feelings the vampire had felt. Which needless to say ranged from anger to outright hurt. She loved him? How did you love someone yet, you left them on your wedding day? Of all the times and places.

It was these thoughts that led Edward that day towards Bella's house. He wasn't expecting her to be there in all honesty. It was six years. Why would she come home? Other than to see her father, he knew she wouldn't come back to risk seeing either him or Jacob, would she?

Edward had been aimlessly moving around the outside of the house. Taking in the sight of it along with his memories. He remembered how he would watch her sleep. So many nights of this. He could of done anything to have those nights back.

It was while thinking of how peaceful she looked when she slept that something had run into him. Someone rather. The mutt. He should of smelled him a mile away. He would of too, had he not been preoccupied in deep miserable thoughts of missing Bella so much. He blinked and turned around to see the wolf there. Edwards only outward appearance was to frown. What was he doing there? He had to be there at the time he was? Good grief.

While Jacob went off to shift back to his human form, Edward wore the clear expression of distaste to his face. He walked around the corner of the house only to come to a complete stop. His eyes centered on the person he seen. It was Bella going towards the house and speaking of her being home. By this time Jake had come back and asked if he was imagining things. With a sigh he looked back to Jake and shook his head. "No. She is definitely back." The tinge to Edwards voice spoke clear of the mans own uncertainty and pain he instantly felt.

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